It's that feeling you get when you recieve devasting news.... you know like reality is no longer real. The feeling of "did that just happen?" Where you feel the lump in your throat but can't seem to get the tears to come because your brain doesn't want to process what it just heard ( Read more... )

It's not a silly little moment ( Read more... )

I am a documentary junkie. I could watch them all day long. I watch them on my computer all night. Some people are addicted to porn, I am addicted to watching documentaries on conspiracy, UFOs, Psychology, 9/11, and crime. I watched one last night on multiple personalities and was amazed at what the human brain can do to help people forget the ( Read more... )

I am stuck at work because we are really short handed.... I am thinking serious about tying together kleenex and making a rope to hang myself with I feel so miserable. I feel like the world's worst mom when I am sick because Isabel just wants to play and I am so sleepy. My two year old sat in bed with me till noon rubbing my head watching seseme ( Read more... )

It's the weakest part of me ( Read more... )

I am digging myself out of a financial grave I dug for myself over four years ago...... I knew one day I would have to pay up for all the fun I was having back then but I feel like I paid enough with my self esteem and respect. Geez life. Well I am on the tail end of it all and feeling pretty grown up. I was reading my journal from way back ( Read more... )

I started a blog following my New Years Resolution to do something nice for a stranger once a day. If anyone would like to read this you can follow it at http://oneday2010.blogspot.comRead more... )

I'm ok with that.... I think ( Read more... )

It's Christmas and I'm broke. Yeah that never happens ( Read more... )

Once I figured out I was not going to be rich I started over thinking way to much.  I can not put a distinct place on when my way of thinking changed but I want to think it was while I was in the Marine Corps.  I hated life so much that  I would just think and think and think and things stopped being fun.  Like in general I see my daughter she ( Read more... )