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I think I'm dying
Well in the last years I've felt slower, pain all over, a depression. I live for my daughter and Joe. I got a script last May to have blood results to see what's going on. I've asked twice now for the dr to rewrite the script. I don't want to know. I think people give up. I'm a nurse and when people tell them cancer they go from 100% ok ( Read more... ) -
No one reads this right?
Test drive
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I need to graduate.
I not only want to graduate, it has become a need. I am so burnt out. Sick of never knowing how much money I am going to make. I want reliable. I want reliable hours, reliable pay and then maybe I can start living a reliable life. I am so sick of bartending. Its fun in general but tends to lead to a party style life. I can't handle it ( Read more... ) -
They call him hermit the frog
He's looking for a dog... did you find your bitch in me ( Read more... ) -
Had a stack of hay
At my last straw...
I think I am ready to be alone for awhile. The mere thought of dating makes me cringe. The say karma comes back three times. Well the past year has proven that. Matt got married.,, a few months after me, John left me for his ex, and still not sure what happened to James.
My horoscope said I am coming into a new. Learning who ( Read more... ) -
Schoooooollllllll
I don't know what I was bitching about when I was complaining about school 4 days a week... up to 5 now. Its miserable but I am half way done with this program. Then I will be a nurse. I seemed to have found a pattern to make all this not so bad. School Monday-Friday, work Friday-sunday. Tuesdays and Wednesdays are my nights out (Terry's days ( Read more... ) -
Work/school
Doing to much of thee above... I wish my cards would have fell in a pattern that would allow to share these moments with someone.... Or have the moments I am missing out on as a mother. I just wish I could find a career that would let me be both. It honestly feels like a choice... A horrible one... Give her a life she deserves or give her the ( Read more... ) -
are we fallin or flying...
I really suck at this journal thing now... its almost christmas and I am single...by choice. I don't know if I will ever be able to find someone that gives me that homerun out of the ball park feeling. I just feel its time for me to concentrate on me and Izzy and bettering our lives. Unfortunately that takes work, and work takes time. I feel ( Read more... ) -
my love is on his way
He bends his breath around my name ( Read more... ) -
If I had my choice
I would let my mother make all my decisions lol ( Read more... )