welll. i realized i actually did get tan.. i was beginning to think i hadn't. i showed up at school at 2oclock, which is fucking gaytown central. it's 11:11. and then i realized how f-ed i was with my work. i've got like 4 chem worksheets, so much math... i'm in over my head with work. it blows. whatever.. i guess it was worth it ( Read more... )

my birthday is tomorrow, and i don't even give a fuck anymore ( Read more... )

i love pia ( Read more... )

today i realized
the only thing in life i ever plan on getting any self-esteem out of is: working out
or playing some type of sport. [soccer, mainly.]

i woke up and ran 2 miles. afterwards, i got in the hottub to try and make my knees feel better. then i swam.

it's pathetic i get so motivated when i work out.

:]today i got my permittt, and i only got 1 question wrong. i didn't even neeed to text kev and ask him for any answers. i'm really proud of myself, although it's not much to be proud of... i was sooo smiley after the guy checked my paper. joe dumpe [♥♥♥♥♥♥] was also getting his, and he told me good luck and stuff, and i was really happy to see him ( Read more... )

so over this week/ weekend ( Read more... )

its only you.

allie and i OWNED at trouble tonight.
spent it with seth kev pete and adam.
♥. perfect and happy.

I need to get over myself.

To be undecided or skeptical, to tend to disbelieve and distrust. to regard as unlikely.... that's doubt.
The condition of being insufficient or falling short. decline in strength or effectiveness.... failure.
The instinct to run, to back away, or give up.... to need. want. reach. steal ( Read more... )

october 20, 2006 ( Read more... )

i don't know..

i feel like i need someone.

and i'm out of place with everyone.

shit is driving me insane lately.
..not soccer.