so i haven't updated this journal since like july/august :-///
and here is the stuffXcore thats new:

my aunt died 30 august.
halloween was a kickass party at sam's
homecoming sucked but we partied afterwards so it was decent.
christmas was cool and dear god
i didn't think anyone could throw a party as wild as sam and lee's
until i went to jill's new ( Read more... )

today is the day that everything fell apart ( Read more... )

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my friend keshia just got lj... so i looked at her friends list once she added me....
nelda thinks she's emo... she listens to country..
and mary likes story of the year...
ROFLMAO... gimme a break...
sorry if im being an emocore prick but its true

today i mowed the yard by myself...

i feel special and accomplished because i learned how to use a weed-eater AND an edger ALL BY MYSELF!

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i live very close to the coast ( Read more... )

I've decided, in the intrest of preserving cultural differences... to write my journal multi-lingually ( Read more... )

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gosh i'm really sick of getting everything blamed on me at this fucked up house... i'm sick of getting yelled at and sick of getting told what a worthless piece of shit i am ( Read more... )

fuck the emo's are going to reject me......
all i wanted was acceptance into a place with people i enjoyed being around...
what did i get?
harsh criticism laced with biting sarcasm....
i guess i never will be good enough for anyone....
those are the immortal words of my dad..........