I'm burnt out on everything...

[xcherry16kissx]

There is this overwhelming feeling that things aren't going to be okay... I really question my own capability to be a parent, especially when I can barely get my own life together- let alone control somebody elses life. I really just don't think I can take anymore from anybody and I can't take fighting or being "moody" and I can't even take the

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[gothicrainbow]

nyk if u question ur capability to be a parent then that means u care and if u care enough to question it then ur more than likely gonna make a good parent. if u were gonna be a bad parent u wouldnt care enough to question ur parentin skills. its jus the hormones. shit ive broke down and cried for no reason a couple of times last week. i lost my job yesterday. well they layed me off til furter notice but u know wat im not gonna let it get me down cuz gettin upset and shit like that isnt good for the baby or u. i know its hard but somehow u jus gotta look for the good. dont dwell on the bad look for ways to make it better. if u need to talk im here for ya. call me 919-690-6227

[xcherry16kissx]

Thanks Erykah these hormones are so crazy though sometimes I feel like Ben forgets that I'm pregnant because he's like you can't always use that as an exuse for why you're acting weird- but it's like i try not to get mad over stupid stuff and i do anyway. I'm sorry about your job but def dont stress it- everything will work out, I dont even have a job right now but there's no use in stressing because you're right it's not healthy for the babies or us. Shannyn told me that we are like 2 days apart in our due dates I was like thats so crazy because they told me mine is sept 30th

[gothicrainbow]

yea they r. jackie is like that too. i get pissed at him for anythin and everythin. shit they did it to us and they dont have to suffer any so us gettin pissed at them is our way of makin them suffer rite along wit us lol. yea im not worried bout my job. i can find another one or wait for em to call me back. not a big deal. ha thats awesome. since im supposed to have mine b4 u ull prolly end up goin b4 me lol.

[xcherry16kissx]

yah you are right they really dont have to suffer nearly as much as us- us getting pissed is like payback for them not having to suffer. i te.ll ben all the time i wish guys could be pregnant and maybe then they would understand lol- and i told him that guys dont have to go to nearly as much pain as girls and he said well people say it hurts when a guy passes a kidneystone? is that what it is? i think thats what it is- and and im like thats not evne any comparison lmao but it still made me laugh when he said that it just makes me feel like oh god lol- haha yah maybe at first they were telling me i was having the baby in august= they were waaaayy off