So I had my first ultrasound yesterday and found out that I'm not 11 1/2 weeks pregnant but only 6 weeks- which makes a lot more sense. I really didn't think I was pregnant while I was in Charlotte. Anyway everything is stressful. Friday I'm going with Shannyn to look for a maid-of-honor dress for her- and bridesmaid dresses too. And today ( Read more... )

So I'm bored- Ben's at work and I've already gotten off of "work" Well I have an interview tomorrow at this place called Java Jive. I really don't want the job I just figured I'd keep my options open right now since I need to- So I'm going in for an interview and if I get it I'm going to tell them I can't start for another two weeks because by ( Read more... )

Yesterday I got to go baby shopping with my mom- we bought a bunch of little clothes- but it sucks because we couldn't really buy like anything for a girl or anything for a boy since we really don't know what it is so we just bought like mutual colors but it was still fun. Then we boght blankets and bottles and the little bath thing and some " ( Read more... )

So I went to my first doctors appointment today, it really wasn't as nervewracking as I thought. Mostly they just made me take another pregnancy test, take my blood, and talk to me about my medical past and what not. They told me based on everything I would be 11 1/2 weeks along and due on August 12th but of course none of it is official until ( Read more... )

So I've figured that before I start on this database homework assignment- that I have no idea what to do with- I might as well unwind and just attempt to write some things down in hope of maybe being able to concentrate better. Doubt it, but hey it's worth a shot. Okay so I have no idea what I'm doing in this database porgramming class and I ( Read more... )

I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see?. It saved me and these tears are deadly ( Read more... )

I feel like ive just been punched in the stomach and like im gasping for air and that im so fucking naive that really i haven't learned anything from my past and how not to get hurt. wow... it just sucks so bad when its my own fault for misinterptring things i guess i dont know... i just need to be alone

NykiZnoSceneWhor: i wouldnt be a doctor i would be a psychiatrist but not a doctor i would refuse lol ( Read more... )

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