currently i'm feeling the absence of (one of) my best friend(s).
i've complained about the dissolution of the friendship between andre and i before, but this time i'm not bitching.

i had this dream last night that shook me up a little. mind you, i don't often dream so i find them significant when i do.
many things happened, including going to new york ( Read more... )

if there's anything i'm good at, it's falling off the face of the earth for long stretches of time ( Read more... )

i love the cold ( Read more... )

it feels like months since i've picked up a camera. aside from my california trip, it has been. that's totally dumb. because no matter if i choose to make photography my profession, its a part of me. so i've vowed to pick up a camera more. so, shaky return. i can't remember the last time i did this.
self portrait, 2011:


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why was i born with a self that i could never reinvent?
i am perpetual.

this is one of those "how did i end up here?" moments ( Read more... )

it sucks to realize you are not beautiful.

so true story ( Read more... )

i find it really hard to like people who don't like the beatles. or at least have respect for them.
it's kind of a deal breaker.

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today an old TA sent me a copy of their recommendation for me.
i broke down in tears. me. crying.

it was fucking glowing.


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