sunday part 1

[xchinadesadex]

i had a pretty horrid day yesterday.this is the worst pete and i have been in a long time.it started saturday.it has to be the lexapro.its been a month so this is when i start to actually feel the effects of it.i think maybe its not a good mix with the wellbutrin.ive been feeling antsy since thursday like im on an amphetamine(im not using,but this

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[manoman]

You sound lonely and like you need lots of hugs and appreciation. Huggggggggssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

[xchinadesadex]

you're so sweet,thank you :) (((hugs back)))

[just_jenn]

I know we've just *befriended* one another, but I wanted to offer ((((HUGS))). I've read a lot of your entries and can I just say without hesitation that you are a fantastically strong person. To have been through all that you've come through and still be a standing, functioning, loving being is truly amazing. I find people like you to be the true hero's among us, not because you've done some magnificant worldly task, but because you continue to survive despite all the shit. Kudo's girl!

I can also see that we have a LOT in common in the man department. So please keep with ya that you're definitely not alone.

(((HUGS)))
Jenn

[la_bete]

*hugs*

Drink plenty of water, it helps with the anxiety a bit, does for me.

Hope life is better.

[anonymous]

psycho's should not have babies
becuase they create more fucked up humans for the world to deal with.
i feel for your little boy putting up with you freaks fighting all the time is mental torture
one thing is true
you sure are teaching him a great lesson in the way that men should treat women by living in such a warzone
little nate might not look like much now but he is going to make a perfect wife beater one day

[xchinadesadex]

pete and i just annoy each other,we "bicker".there has been twice that we fought badly in front of him.pete and i do not physically abuse each other.
as for the psycho comment,i never tried to lead anyone to think i am mentally healthy i have always been open about my bipolar disorder,unlike you who does not have the balls to post under your name.i dont understand the "anonymous".what am i going to do if you tell me who you are,beat you up?? give me a break,we're all adults here and no one is perfect.

[xchinadesadex]

oh by the way "nate might not look like much now" is that how you view children?? he's everything to me.
later,chickenshit.

[xchinadesadex]

rationlize subjecting your child to that emotional hell any way you would like.
and the one comment "doesn't look like much now..." was a figure of speech and you know it.
you are in a completely indefensable position here and you know it so you are trying to play some stupid ass word game.
god you are fighting like a nut right now
you do need to get some help and get the hell away from all the abuse shit
you yourself already admiting to using during your pregnancy
you yourslef admit that things in the past were physical between the two of you
it is all just waiting to blow up and happen again
jsut grow up and open your damn eyes
for your babies sake
or do you enjoy/expect being shit on secretly
well don't train your baby to expect it or to expect to treat women like that by seeing it every day
youyourself says he addresses the child directly and says dismissive things about you
wake the F up for his sake!

[xchinadesadex]

guess she finally wised up and left him!!!
anon was right!