i have decided to start a new journal...im not deleting this one but i wont be posting in it anymore...i finally am back in "journaling-mode" after all these months so i'm ready to write and also read and comment on my friends journals...if you want to re-friend me my new username is lostinmycity

finding my father's family is has had more impact on me than i thought.i mean,before hearing from them,i could never have imagined what this would do to me emotionally.i just pictured exhilaration.i am ecstatic ( Read more... )

yesterday i found my father's family ( Read more... )

i am trying to work on myself here.i am the farthest thing from perfect and i am aware of the things that pete and i do that hurt nate.when i opened up about using the 6th month of pregnancy it wasnt something i said matter-of-factly.it was humiliating because i am ashamed of what i did.the main problem with pete and i is that he loves me but has a ( Read more... )

i would like to challenge "anonymous" to show her face.i can personally attack someone with out hiding my face ( Read more... )

i have been very busy lately with the holidays and three family birthdays.xmas was awesome!i got my first dooney&bourke purse from my mom(she likes expensive pocketbooks) we also got a brand new dell! we've been using our brother-in-laws pc that he built which was a good computer but it was old.i finally have a printer and scanner so i'll finally ( Read more... )

earlier today i wrote part 2 and when i hit the update journal button i got the dreaded HTTP 500 error.most of the time i hit back and my entry is still there and i just hit update and it posts.sometimes i lose the post.i was enraged.it was longer than part 1 and i so don't feel like writing it again ( Read more... )

i had a pretty horrid day yesterday.this is the worst pete and i have been in a long time.it started saturday.it has to be the lexapro.its been a month so this is when i start to actually feel the effects of it.i think maybe its not a good mix with the wellbutrin.ive been feeling antsy since thursday like im on an amphetamine(im not using,but this ( Read more... )

i rarely ever take quizzes.i couldnt resist it,i love cats

Which Absurd Cat Are You

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i just realized that its been a while since ive updated.sometimes i just feel like reading and commenting on friends journals ( Read more... )