i just made my icon(and pete's for fun) and i had sooo much fun.i was playing around for an hour!its totally free.mine looks alot like me right down to the face shape,heavy eye makeup(i am obssessed with black liquid eyeliner),and the doorag(except mine is white).i made one of pete and it looks exactly like him.i mean EXACTLY ( Read more... )

i keep rereading that last post.its sounds so petty and childish.i rarely EVER call people names.im very openminded and im aware that everyone has flaws.i'm very accepting of anyones "eccentricities".i dont take name-calling lightly, except with pete,thats different.pete is very conceited and uppity.sometimes he needs to be knocked down to our ( Read more... )

i havent been online that much in the last few days.pete had 3 days off because of the rain since he's framing houses at the moment.Sunday night we went to my mom and colin's(stepdad) house for pizza which we didnt feel like doing because colin's kids were there.pete,my mom and i cant stand them.they are disrespectful to my mom and their father. ( Read more... )

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Nate went to his cardiac pediatrician and everything is fine!The doctor said i could bring him in when he's older to make sure he hasn't inherited my wolf-parkinson-white.i am sooooooo relieved!!

this an entry from my written journal,the bold are my comments that im writing now

My Accomplishments as of 6/12/2000

1.left a dead marriage & started a new life=gained independence (ie.became dependant on someone else:pete)

2.i began taking care of my body,lowfat diet & exersize (i am also using drugs and ive become bulimic)

3.began caring about ( Read more... )

i wrote this when i took the train to philly.i was waiting for the el-train down in the 30th street station stop,i was starting to become dopesick ( Read more... )

tonight i saw my new pdoc who is actually a nurse practitioner.she added yet another medicene to my ever growing list of drugs (wellbutrin,lamictal,trazadone and now lexapro.lexapro is an ssri.i hate ssri's.last time i was on one i gained weight and couldnt have orgasms.i told her that i refused to gain any weight or make my sex life any worse than ( Read more... )

after commenting on lj friend Martin's post,my fascination with the most stupid commonsense safety warnings on different products has been re-ignited
here's some stuff i googled

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thank you soooo much to axcess_denied for letting me know that my picture wasnt showing up on my userinfo!


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