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Dec 30, 2004 19:25

i am trying to work on myself here.i am the farthest thing from perfect and i am aware of the things that pete and i do that hurt nate.when i opened up about using the 6th month of pregnancy it wasnt something i said matter-of-factly.it was humiliating because i am ashamed of what i did.the main problem with pete and i is that he loves me but has a ( Read more... )

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xchinadesadex December 31 2004, 17:06:11 UTC

thank you everyone for being supportive of me

la_bete December 31 2004, 20:33:00 UTC

I can be emotionally distant at times. It can cause problems at times. Hilary thinks that I don't care about her but I do, I'm not good about being expressive. But what has helped for me is being more vocal about it. I've tried to be more conscious about her feelings, it doesn't take work. She let me know that she needs some assurances, so I've tried to keep it in mind more often.

You are beautiful ... inode_finder January 4 2005, 14:47:56 UTC

I have a lot of respect for you.
Hope your pregnancy goes fine and you have a beautiful child.
Spent a few min looking at the photos of you and you boy.
He looks so proud .

Be safe…

Re: You are beautiful ... xchinadesadex January 4 2005, 16:22:00 UTC

thank you:)
im not pregnant(thank god).this post was a response to a very cruel anonymous who commented on the posts before this one about pete and i arguing in front of our son.basically pete and i are freaks,psychos and childrens services should be called on us.
fun stuff...you should read it:)

adrimybaby January 21 2005, 16:42:18 UTC

I found you in a moms group and I read a lil about your history and about you in here nowand I would have to say that we are SOO much alike. TKK yes daisy chain for me though. I am also bi polar and have a fear of driving. i have driven in the past when I was forced to and it really freaked me out. I think that is partially why I am afraid to drive to this day. I don't smoke cigerettes per say but I do smoke cloves with Mark. only a pack a week between us though. Mark is also a little distant IE enjoys his space and I too am a lil needy. I too believe my daughter Adrianna probably helped save my life. I used to hang out with a lot of the wrong people and was hurt from time to time because of it. I am curious though, do you take medication? I do. I do not have insurance so I go through our local community mental health and my medication and shrink appointments are free. I only give you this information because I know it isn't readily available. I had to seek it out. But it is something nationwide. I have found that i am more irritable ( ... )

i added you to my friends list xchinadesadex January 22 2005, 04:33:10 UTC

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Re: i added you to my friends list adrimybaby January 23 2005, 12:21:14 UTC

hah I have also been with Mark for 6 years as of march 29th. My SO didn't understand at first but then........ he tried to teach me how to drive and I must say I think I scared the crap out of him because I kept on going faster and he was like put your foot on the break!!! an I did an we both came to an brupt stop an now I think he might be more afraid of me driving now heh. I have the same situation here with Adrianna. I don't really take her anywhere unless it is upstairs with my older neighbor lady Lola. she's like my adopted mom.grandma figure. So when she does this I can run to the mail house/office/store. Yeah a lot of people don't really understand why I don't have my liscense either. I am always having people tell me I need to get my liscense. I then try to explain my situation the best I can to them and tell then this is something I am going to do eventually but I am not ready right now. My mother who is Bi-polar/Schitzophrenic also never has had a liscense. She is now 58. My goal I think is to have my liscense by the time ( ... )