Its Amazing What People Think When They Are High

[xchinadesadex]

this an entry from my written journal,the bold are my comments that im writing now

My Accomplishments as of 6/12/2000

1.left a dead marriage & started a new life=gained independence (ie.became dependant on someone else:pete)

2.i began taking care of my body,lowfat diet & exersize (i am also using drugs and ive become bulimic)

3.began caring about

Comments

[manoman]

Hi. I'm just catching up on who you are since you added me. Congratulations on being clean and sober. That is quite an accomplishment. I have a daughter who's been down that path and has been c&s for about 30 years.

Is that your photo in your profile? You're beautiful.

We're almost neighbors, NJ and NY.

[xchinadesadex]

wow!your daughter has been clean and sober for 30 years!that's very uplifting for me,i like to hear about other addict/alcoholics who have large c&s times.i am getting to a point in life where i dont have the desire to use.i am on a lot of different medications that help me to be able to function and i would have to chose to stop taking my meds to be able to use and not die.i will never stop my meds.i am on wellbutrin,lexapro,lamictal and trazadone for my bipolar,anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder.
i live in forked river(jersey shore).im close to LBI which is cool except for the summer traffic.

yes that is me,thank you:)