note to self, when it all ends....

the cold chills and dry mouth, the stomache
turns and apatite loss, the sleep loss and pale face,
the disappointed eyes and waiting nights,
the cut up fist and hurting heart

when it all ends....

remember that not all people are disappointing,
some will hurt and the others will be there to heal.

thats all i ever do.
but i got money in the bank. lots and lots and lots.

thats all i ever see
from people in this town.
drink, drugs, girlfriend, boyfriend
haha, im depressed, im confused, high.

Keep it real!
its time to grow up. its time to start feeling something
other than a pipe in your hands.


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suregery.
i hate live journal.
i love my new friends.
i hate lj.
i go to austin everyday.
kaitlins dad bought her a house there.
justin and i might be moving.
live journal is gay but
im bored i cant eat, cant speak, and here lies the only thing
i can do.....type.

never been better.

im so fucking tired of bullshit drama. i want real friends who care. who dont have idealistic plans made. i can't thank kaytln enough. she pays for everything and listens. i dont know why she likes me so much but im thankful for a friend like her. just random phone calls and trips to austin, small towns, shopping, dinner. i hate that gregs is away ( Read more... )

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austin city limits.....lucky.

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long week ahead :/

you should should join....

http://community.livejournal.com/HEY_AMBULANCE