College does that to you. Now that I'm home for spring break, I'll get to spend time with some of my Quitman friends, but I NEVER see my MSMS friends anymore, except for the occasional visit from Desi or Matt.
What I've noticed though, and this is VERY noticable to me, is that I've changed a LOT in the past couple of months. Not in a bad way, not at all; I'm a lot more mature, a lot more independent. Overall... when I do get a chance to visit some of my older MSMS friends, I suddenly feel like they haven't changed at all, and I don't really like it. Or they've changed in ways that conflict how I've changed. Suddenly, I don't really want to be around them. Now, this mostly applies to the ones that were in my class -- generally, I've found that my senior class (that'd be people like Desi and Cookie) seems to be a lot more like me, and I have no issues with them... It's just whatever was in the water for my own class seems to have gotten to their heads since they haven't left one another
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"What I've noticed though, and this is VERY noticable to me, is that I've changed a LOT in the past couple of months. Not in a bad way, not at all; I'm a lot more mature, a lot more independent."
I feel the same way, as does my family. It was an uncomfortable transition at first (college, first apartment) but I think I'm getting the feel for it now.
We've talked numerous times about this. It's always:
"Yeah, I'm tired of it." "I just think she doesn't understand." "Yeah, I'll talk to her." "I'm so fucking sick of ________." (Insert problem here)
And more recently:
"I'm not going to take that fucking abuse."
Yet you do... All the time...
You know I love you Will. You can't possibly comprehend how much it pains me to see you treated like a dog every day. I'm dead shit serious, you can ask any of my friends. It hurts me and they know it. Do you know how many things affect me to the point of emotional distress?
Two. My relationship with my father and your relationship with her.
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What I've noticed though, and this is VERY noticable to me, is that I've changed a LOT in the past couple of months. Not in a bad way, not at all; I'm a lot more mature, a lot more independent. Overall... when I do get a chance to visit some of my older MSMS friends, I suddenly feel like they haven't changed at all, and I don't really like it. Or they've changed in ways that conflict how I've changed. Suddenly, I don't really want to be around them. Now, this mostly applies to the ones that were in my class -- generally, I've found that my senior class (that'd be people like Desi and Cookie) seems to be a lot more like me, and I have no issues with them... It's just whatever was in the water for my own class seems to have gotten to their heads since they haven't left one another ( ... )
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I feel the same way, as does my family. It was an uncomfortable transition at first (college, first apartment) but I think I'm getting the feel for it now.
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"Yeah, I'm tired of it."
"I just think she doesn't understand."
"Yeah, I'll talk to her."
"I'm so fucking sick of ________." (Insert problem here)
And more recently:
"I'm not going to take that fucking abuse."
Yet you do... All the time...
You know I love you Will. You can't possibly comprehend how much it pains me to see you treated like a dog every day. I'm dead shit serious, you can ask any of my friends. It hurts me and they know it. Do you know how many things affect me to the point of emotional distress?
Two. My relationship with my father and your relationship with her.
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