It's 4 AM. There is no good reason to be up. Or asleep, I suppose. Today I skipped out on a 12hr charity for cancer. So that was cool. My RAs are thrilled; one just glared at me as I walked in her'. I went to the frats and got drunk instead. Whats worse is that there was nothing at the frats, nothing that I was able to channel. I feel ( Read more... )

Random Redneck who comes up to me after a hike: "HAcyea seaans a berar ( Read more... )

Uhhhh scratch that. People still piss me off. Charlottesville, I'm not even sure it will be a bittersweet goodbye. I realize that shallow people are everywhere, and the best of us aren't always genuine. But please don't put on your best prosthetic personality. Seriously, I've got tupperwear made of better plastic. A great deal of you, I'll miss. ( Read more... )

ahhh that was a good night

gahhh this summer's going by too quickly to know what to think anymore

You'd think the sneakiness would be a turnoff but instead it makes me bitter ans self concious. Its not a big deal, really, just a sortof unwelcome reminder to keep a friendly distance from that girl.

england is well daft

Forgive me for the crankiness. I promise that next time my friends tramp on me ill just be your loveable, passive Ben and take the licks with a foolish, complacent grin and then spend days dwelling over it. Why is so hard for the world to be friendly without being sneaky ( Read more... )

Well, at least there's some closure.
of sorts.

Deleting my old journals made me realize how cyclical my patterns of weekend disapointment were. Never rely on the opposite sex for any sort of stability, because it's rarely there. Lesson learned, mon ami.

I'm stalking happiness when I rove schoolway hallways and feel a drowsy contentness and then a sudden unease. there's new routes, new people, and an unperdictability that seems fresh rather than stressful. i feel like i have many halfass relationships with everybody and almost no complete ones. As soon as i take someone seriously, it dies. Im ( Read more... )