jlk I say: well lets just play a game ( Read more... )

working forty hours a week for shitty money, payihng bills, being a good wife, cleaning and perparing for a big event is very stressful ( Read more... )

it's crazy how much one small thing can change the course of your life. how much people can impact it in sucha short amount of time ( Read more... )

so my sister can't go to the FOB show. this really makes me mad/upset. i have ummm zero friends in delaware.i have about two people from home i can ask, and i don't think they'll come. i'm really getting aggravated. i'm also really happy i only see lisa once a week, because i'm so mad. she didn't even seem upset. she was just like sorry dude. WHAT ( Read more... )

i've been pretty fucking down lately. it sucks. i'm sitting here at my computer with my heart monitor connected i just recorded myself sinve i've been gettting a wierd chest pain tonight. i'd don't think i've ever felt more depressed then when i was sitting here...listening tot he high pitched tone of the monitor going off. it lasts approximently ( Read more... )

- no matter how old you get, if the highschool quarter back popular stud says something mean to you, it'll ALWAYS hurt you.

justin working on the weekends, i mean theres been plenty of times whne i have off and he working, but since he's changed to this different shift of 3 to twelve on the weekend, which mind you is only an hour different from his usual shift, but my goodness, it just feels like he's gone FOREVER. I'm so freakin bored right now ( Read more... )

it is 71 degrees outside. it's simply gorgeous. it's an alaskan summer day, to a tea. it makes me want to do nothing more then hike through the woods with krissi and smoke a cigarette on the edge of that cliff we used to sit on. i miss it there so much.

soooo i am sitting here sipping soup and i figured why not write a post? so here i am. fifteen minutes before i have to go off to work. I'm in a slump. Money is a HUGE problem. i have to start paying for my car, and i'm fine with that...no troubles there. it's the wedding. i have to do some much for this thing in the next month. figure out a budget ( Read more... )

turns out nightmare before christmas isn't playing ANYWHERE ugh ( Read more... )