being suspended from school has changed me a lot, in all honesty i havent learned a lesson. there hasent been much punishment except for my phone being taken away, and me not being able to go anywhere. i deleted mine & jons myspace today. all myspace does for us, is get me cheated on. so i put a stop to that, if he decides to make another one, well ( Read more... )

wow.
this has been forever.

i'm in the media center. [=
first lunch got out about 40 minutes ago,
& im in here for the 2nd part of 3rd period.

ive been conversating a lot with him,
in the past few days.
5 missed calls & 2 voice mails.
as i read on my phone.
i was pretty shocked to see that.
i even spoke with him in person today.
let lone, i gave him a hug.
it's weird, & akward.
not ( Read more... )

i dont know what got to me lastnigt ( Read more... )

my life has been so stressful lately.& if you know me, you know im not one to deal with stress well. I’m going to lay low for awhile & try to concentrate on school, because school's more important that any boy in my life. If you haven’t heard already, im sure you'll hear it; me & Jonathan broke up, & it is for the best in my eyes in his eyes, I don ( Read more... )

;It Seems Whatever I Do I Cant Get This Feeling Out Of My Head, Theres Always That Feeling. Some Of You May Know What Im Talking About, Some Of You May Not. But I'll Tell You This, I Feel So Much Like A Loser Because I've Held On So Long, For Nothing. It's Not Like Im Gong To Get ANything Out Of Holding Onto My Feelings. I Just Want Someone To Talk ( Read more... )

& She Looks At Him With Knowing Eyes.
As He Explains Every Little Detail Of There Life.

Where & How They Will Live.
What They Will Do.

Where She Will Work, Where He Will Work.

What Special Occasions They Will Celebrate.
How Many Kids They Will Have.
Who They Will Associate With.

He Goes On, & On About The Life He Thinks They Will Have.

& She Looks At ( Read more... )

As Shes Writing This, Shes Seeking For What She Saw In Him.

Shes Not New At This Whole Love Ordeal, Shes Not New At It, At All.
She Knows Exactly How It All Works. & In The End, Shes Left All Heartbroke
& Alone.

She Trys & Trys & Trys Until She Finally Gives In.

At This Point The Relationship Is Decessed.

Even Though They Arent Together, At This Point ( Read more... )