i hate everyone and everything. i'm sick of people lying to me and breaking my heart. i absolutly hate life and have nothing to live for.

today was nice. i went shopping with amber in clarksville. i love cold weather. i'd love to start a band again. if anybody reads this and can tutor me in a few subjects before SAT's, please let me know. i'm willing to pay.

amber's family reunion was interesting and fun, i guess. it was funny.our motel room was awsome!!!! fun weekend.

nobody updates anymore! i'm not in a band anymore. i live in my new house now. bane is playing in louisville on september 11, $5.

schoooooooooooooooooooooool. not so bad yet. we start moving tomorrow. that should be fun. lil' bitty amber's coming over to help!!!!!!!!!!! i'm looking forward to tomorrow. my friend zach turned the big 18 today! he's getting an apartment with Joel Marsh!!! this is a pretty good week.

school tomorrow? I'm bored? i wish we could have hung out today amber? oh well, i'll pick you up tomorrow after school? i'm finally a senior?

no cipher show friday.

give me a gun to blow my face off with.

i hate life so much. everytime i get happy or pumped about something, something always get's in the way and tears me down. i want to be in a band and play forever. i wish i could take some sleeping pills and sleep for 2 months straight and see if anything has changed. i'm also glad to see i have so many friends(sarcasm). i wish i did have the same ( Read more... )

i have bad luck everyday of my life. i'm so sick of it. everyday is always another disapointment. i have to get out of this house before it kills me. i'm so glad i have a loving family. one more year and i'm gone.