i feel like typing an entry today...no special reason...just in a good loving mood...its funny because when i think about when i use to write entries in my lj it would be to vent...to complain about someone...but today its that i am feeling happy and feeling a lot of love and joy...its funny i cannot remember the last time i was writing in here and ( Read more... )

it is a new year...the past year has been so unbelievably amazing...i cant even explain how much the past year has meant to me...the past year was filled with such joy, happiness, new friendships, and love...when the end of last yer happened i thought that this year was going to be shit that this year would just be as depressed as it would start... ( Read more... )

he was the billy to my ally
but you...you're the larry to my ally...a lot of things about their relationship reminds me of us...damnit...
http://youtu.be/6Y06fods41g

 this seems kinda crazyy its been since April that I've made any effort to talk to Luke...funny how once you take a step back and reevaluate what you've been doing that you realize how much happier you are ( Read more... )

its day one. it hasnt fully hit me yet. i dont think it will...but its day one of survival without you. first day in the past 4 years that we havent talked. i hate it. i hate this. i cant believe that its over. i hate this. i keep playing things over and over in my mind. im in such a depressive state and tomorrow is christmas. what am i thinking ( Read more... )

ive been sad lately...i thought it was mainly b/c of my friends which caused all my distress but apparently not ( Read more... )

i am so glad that i can come to my parents when i have a problem...mom comes into the room i try to tell her about how ive been stressed out about finding a job and paying for apts and all of these things that are stressing me out and what does she do with it? she goes to my dad and tells him in a complaining tone about it and how basically its my ( Read more... )

sometimes everything just gets frustrating... sometimes you just wanna scream....there is just such frustration within all of it that its just getting old.  this whole thing with my job is driving me insane and the stress is just freaking me out.  i getting nervous about it all and it worries me....and with friends its funny like i have a lot of ( Read more... )

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have you ever seen ps i love you?
cuz this movie is making me sooo sad i can't stop crying....