Why do I feel invisible at times? Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in some warped reality where everything is fake. It's almost as if he pretends i'm there just to keep me happy but really he's looking off into some other place. Sometimes I grab him and make him look at me but it just maddens him. Am I no longer those stars in your eyes? Whose the ( Read more... )

So, yesterday I went to Juan and Tammys for thanksgiving dinner. I had initially thought dinner was at Brandys house (right next door) but they just barely moved in maybe a month ago and they are still taking part in some much need renovations. I wasn't sure if I was invited to Tammys thought because we haven't talked in a really long time. ( Read more... )

He made me realize the other day, when he was going through my memory entries about him, that I really haven't updated too much lately. I guess I've just been uber busy with everything. It feels kinda good to be busy though because if you have time to fuck around on live journal all the time its kinda lame ( Read more... )

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad ( Read more... )

Jessi, your relationship color is Purple


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I went out last Friday.
Had a blast with Logan.
I haven't had that much fun in a really long time.
His friends are crazy though haha.
Oh well.. its great.
Without craziness who would we know who we were?
Lifes a city of spinning lights.
I'm spinning in circles.
Everythings meshing together in this collage I can't understand.
Will I ever understand?
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I'm crackin a big smile today ( Read more... )

As I walk through the valley
  of the shadow of LA
    The footsteps that were next to me
      have gone their separate ways
        I've seen enough now
          to know that beautiful things
            don't always stay that way
              I've done enough now
               to know this beautiful place
                 isn't everything ( Read more... )

Hello all!!! Oh yes it is me again, and I am updating much sooner tan I had expected. I am at work and as of today I am officially a Front Desk Agent! At least I think. I'm just going by what is being said on the schedual. Hopefully I get my review within a month and at least a couple dollars raise. As if Lisa tells me anything though, I had to ( Read more... )