His little whispers. "Love me, love me." 
That's all I ask for. "Love me, love me." 
He battered his tiny fists to feel something. 
Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something...

Monster. How should I feel? Creatures lie here. Looking through the windows...

That night he caged her. 
Bruised and broke her. 
He struggled closer. 
Then he stole her. 
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Jessi, in the morning, you're Dreaming of More Sleep

Maybe you work the late shift. Or perhaps you're a confirmed night owl. Whatever the case, you're typically off in dreamland come daylight. For late risers like you, the snooze button just isn't going to cut it. When that alarm goes off, you'd rather get a few more hours of sleep in than get up ( Read more... )

June 6, 2006

There may be subtle messages in people's intonations today that you need to pay attention to, Jessi. It could be that other people are trying to send you small hints in order to press your buttons. Confront them on this behavior. Don't ignore the subtleties in their voice. Tender, loving messages may be laced with pricks of thorns in ( Read more... )

It's been kinda crazy the last few days. Saturday afternoon I went with my auntie to see my "mom" for the first time in 15 years. It was crazy weird! Not really what I expected I suppose but meh. I got there and my uncle was BBQ'n a tonne of food. Its weird... they invite all these people, and all they do is say hi, eat and leave... I mean i'm used ( Read more... )

Hmmm, its June 2nd already. 
Damnit. 
Time goes by too fast sometimes!!!
There is quite a bit new with me.
So i'm all fucked up!
Yey for me.
I think I had some nervous break down,
But my doctor says i'm under a tonne of stress and need immediate councelling.
He gave me stress pills.
How kool is that?!
I was supposed to go to my cousins grad today.
My aunts a ( Read more... )

Your cruel device
  your blood, like ice
    One look, could kill
      My pain, your thrill...
I wanna love you but I better not touch
  I wanna hold you but my senses tell me to stop
    I wanna kiss you but I want it too much
      I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
        Your poison running through my veins
          You're poisoned
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Why hello hello. Its been inevitable that a new entry would come. Meh. I wonder to myself sum days why I keep up with this. Nothin really new goin on with me. Same old... same old. No me and tim aren't having issues so i'm not about to go on all emo-like about that. Teehee he's sleeping right now though. Its cute listening to him. I have come to ( Read more... )

Hi again.
  Its me.
    Its windy outside.
      My world is windy inside.
        Man I hardly ever update anymore.
          Unless somethings messed up with me.
             I'm messed up.
               But what can I say?
                 Thats me though.
                    Sometimes I wouldn't have it any other way.
                        I keep ( Read more... )

In better days I've been known to listen ( Read more... )

I Miss Tim.
Hes Away on buisness.
Kay not really.
Hes at the hospital watching after a mother and her infant child.
Its cute and all but...
I MISS HIIM!
I miss him whenever he's away.
I've been tryin to keep myself occupied and fight back my sorrows...
Listenin to Emo music never helped anyone though.

I haven't been up to much lately.
Babysat yesterday.
Damn ( Read more... )