my sean sang on the radio tonight.. i am so proud of him. thank you jesus for this wonderful man. he's so good and gentle, so kind and sweet. i'm so in love. miss you, darling.

everything else is... a little upside down right now.

palisades, palisades, i can wait, i can wait.

missing him like this is not okay.

sean michael atkins. how did you find me? you came into my heart so unexpectedly and swept me right away into a place of love that i didn't know existed. at first you said cute things like "you're my new best friend" and then you started to tell me how beautiful i am... and it caught me so off guard. i didn't know i could be adored by someone who i ( Read more... )

i'm ready for some things to change. i'm ready for my family to stop giving me a hard time about things, just because they have a certain idea of what i "should" do with my life. i'm ready to be with my best friend and man who i love, sean michael atkins. i'm ready to have my own living space and responsibilities. i feel ready to leave everything i ( Read more... )

freezing freezing. the days are coming closer when i'm going to have to decide where to go, what to do? everything is so nostalgic in october. i remember when i was 7, my dad rented a lift bucket truck for a job he had to do, and he took me and patch for a ride in it. me and dad were absolutely the best of friends. even when i could hardly read, i ( Read more... )

it's my berfday.
stayed up all night on the phone.
what a dear.
open mic night tonight.
lunch with my mom& best friend.
ryan has a lady.
i love elliott.

hallelujah!

i remember so well the night that you told me that this was our song
because sometimes we'll just never have it all together
i certainly don't, and i don't think you do either
it's not pleasant to pretend that i do, so i stopped that

i will try to fix you

we all really just want to be famous in some ways. maybe not everyone. we all really want to be seen, and even the seemingly pure desires of our hearts become devices. we want to be loved better, recognized, meaningful. this is prideful, but pretty honest. that's how i think about so many of the things in my life. are my aspirations so genuine that ( Read more... )

why can't i see all of the things you're doing? the preparation that's taking place? trust is a continued lesson. being alone is not so pleasant, but important nonetheless. my soul is burning with letters written on a page about your sorrows, and i feel like they're mine too. when my heart is heavy, be my comfort.

i'm not even sure what to think.

may the God of peace Himself sanctifiy you completely.

won't you stay
could you stay with me