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I think today might have been the first day, since i moved in in April, that i walked into my house and it didn't feel right. I'm not exactly sure what it was that was making me feel weird. I know it was the fact that I was walking into a completely empty apartment, but I've done that every day now for almost 3 months, and it never really effected ( Read more... ) -
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its funny that im nervous.
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tonight is going to be really scary. first night sleeping in my apartment. i going to be alone. im really scared. -
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today has been a bad, bad, day. in so many ways i cant even begin to explain. i feel like giving up, and i dont know who to turn to.... i feel let down, i feel unworthy, i feel betrayed, im stressed and the stress just keeps coming. it's taking every shred of my being to keep myself together. if it wasn't for my mom and my step dad today i would ( Read more... ) -
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today this weekend has been bad. in general, id day ive been having (fairly) good days. usually not crying. but i think a mix of pms emotions and stress of moving really just has me down. its been almost 1 month since everything happened. im still trying to remain friends with carmen, and she's making an effort as well. we're doing good for the ( Read more... ) -
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i wish i could just quit. im so tired and done. i want all this to be over with and its not. i wish i had my life back. i wish i had somewhere to sleep. my sister has been more than gracious and giving, but i just want to sleep in a bed. i want a place to call my own. i want my things ( Read more... ) -
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its been one week today. i still wake up every morning wishing this was just a dream. ive been staying at my sisters, on her sofa. i dont even know how to thank my sister, mom, best friend chiari, and tom. without them i really dont know if id be sitting here the (somewhat) sane person i am right now. im still extremly upset and in disbelief. ive ( Read more... ) -
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i have never, ever felt the way i feel now ( Read more... )
