im at little jackies with the crew just hanging out. jackie slept over last night. twas fun. around 3 or something, ash showed up and then around 7, we picked robin up and then at 9, we picked little jackie up from night school and now we are at her house. i think we might have a sleepover tomorrow. i love sleepovers so much, we always have so much ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun. we had a sortta party at jeanas pool house thing in her complex and it was fun. i got home around 1:30am and went to sleep. i had dreams of people and things that ive had on my mind. i liked my dreams, if only they could come true ( Read more... )

im at jeanas and her and ash are yelling at eachother while jeana is upstairs and we are down stairs and its funny. lol, ash is singing simple plan and jeana is yelling her. we are to pick up robin SO BYE!

im at little jackie's house with jackie o., ash, robin, and ofcourse, little jackie. i was sitting at home BORED and i got a call from jackie o and the rest saying they were bored and um.... wanted to chill so they came over. we ate the cake i made :D. it made me happy! i was sooo lonely and bored and i like when my friends come to visit me. it ( Read more... )

im at taras and i decided to update coz robin was yelling at me to do so last night. i dont really have much to say. ive been hanging out a lot with jackie o and brian. its fun. i miss renata. thats all i have to say.

I need some
hugs and kisses.
Im feeling a bit low
just all of a sudden.

feelings suck
big time.

today i woke up around 12pm and sat around watching tv. i was so frigging bored. like around 2pm, i get a call from brian and i told him that he should come hang out with me before he went to work at 4pm, especially since he works down the street at the hard rock hotel. he came over and we just sat around. i felt so bad coz i was bored outta my ( Read more... )

BRIGHT EYES ( Read more... )

renata leaves for good today. im still in denial, like completely. we got her this book for everone to sign and stuff and everyones signed it except for me. i drew in it, but i still havent written in it. i cant bring myslef to. like if i write or something, it means shes really leaving and we dont know when we'll ever see her again. i dont kno ( Read more... )

My head hurts from thinking so much. Like I wrote about everything in my diary(I have a diary and a journal, this is my journal) hoping it would go away afterwards but indeed, it didnt. It got worse and Im thinking about everything even more ( Read more... )