Why do you always want to tell me what to do..? Why am I the one with these regulations put on me! Make me 21...and then stop getting older!

Im so bored...

Ive had a lazy weekend....waiting for someone to make it more interesting..but no on is....
I should have found something to do today!

Why dont I have plans?

I guess Im not special enough to you...to try and make anything workout for me.

Fuck valentines day.

I stood out in the cold for at least thirty minutes waiting for the bus....that never came...so then I called some kid...and he informed me we were on a hour delay...and now I feel really sick...ARGH! I wish I would have knowned because....I couldn't sleep last night..I kept waking up with these dreams that god was trying to kill everyone..

I guess Im just not worth it.

Im really tired....and Ive slept alot this weekend...I always want to write in this...but I find myself lost in how feel... I dont have anything but mixed feelings on everything ( Read more... )

Darling kiss me ( Read more... )

I got off the bus with my mp3 player full blast...bright eyes playing so loudly..I couldn't hear anything else. It was cold and windy. Raining lightly but really big drops...and I closed my eyes..and felt almost invincible. The thing is, for the longest time Ive felt almost numb to everything. Like I simply fade into a background and lose ( Read more... )

I feel worthless

School is just now starting to get hard and stress me out. Its like no matter how hard I try...I still dont get it....I completely do not understand any bit of my geometry homework......and probably wont ever understand it . I am beginning to hate school and these huge expectaions...I obviously cant live up to...WHY CANT I just LIVE!