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[xcutxupxangelx]

Im in daze at my computer thinking about shit that I wish I wasn't thinking about. My moms gone to bed and my dad just came in drunk off his ass. He is obnoxious when he is drunk...kind of bothers me. I feel nothing and Im not sure if thats a good thing. The numb feeling is taking me over again like its done before. I dont know what to call it

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[_frenchmaid_]

!! Never stop thinking!

[iposhfa]

As I see this, personally, its something that I wouldnt think about. Life will be life, what happens will happen, it cant be changed, it wont be. Not everything is truly done for ones own pleasure. It really isnt the self-satisfaction that drives some people, I for one know that. It all goes away and you wont care. I guess its just a teenager thing, a lot of them think they know life eevn when theyve barely had a sniff of it. Its a high school thing, none of it will matter afterwards, over half of the people you ask will tell you that. After high school, there really are no 'labels' or 'groups

i donno if my coments make much sence but i keep writing them anyways

[wretched_sorrow]

hey i wanted to talk when u called but i was leaving there i was going to call u when i got wher ei was going but u said i couldnt then i never heard from you yes life is always full of bs and its allways messed up but u have to find the happyness within it all and yeah most people do ,do things for others jsut to make them feel better but some people do go out of there way even when it puts there ass on the line just to help a friend even if they feel good about it or not dont give up on the whole race because some people are all about them and no one else truthfully im one of the few peopel that would reather not talk about me or anything liek that which part of the reason i dont call people much nothing to say to em lol well ima go on to bed didnt get home till late thismorning so mayb talk to you later today take care