OMG what am i doing...
I'm scared
I don't want to feel like this
I would rather be dead than feel like this...
No.
Don't
Stop
i want to sleep untill this feeling goes away,

i don't know what to say.... i just want to sleep my life away right now. I can't do this "talking" to boy thing. I can't... i don't like him. And when i say that i mean i don't need/want/care to like him ( Read more... )

ok so i've never had a guy actually call me when he said he would. seriously it might not seem a lot to as but thats all i ever really wanted. JUST do what you say your going to please ( Read more... )

I'm getting ready to go to work. So i'm killing some time to let my hair dry. I hate new relationships, and I hate dating people. For one it's so hard for me not to be a complete fool. Second i hate that butterflies in the stomach feeling you get it's stupid. I guess what you do when your dating someone is (exspecially if you hadn't known ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here just blank. I don't know what to think or feel. I'm sad on the inside and I just want to give up. My life isn't horrible its ok. I've over came so many obsticals in my life and there just seems like there is so much more i have to get through before i reach it. and i don't know what it is ( Read more... )

a simple friend has never seen you cry ( Read more... )

ok so my life still sucks but maybe a little less... than before... and def. less than a lot of other people's lives ( Read more... )

my dad's car broke down the one i was driving until my car got fixed. I'm screwed... i'm going to loose my job and i don't have anyone to take me to my doctor's appointment. I just don't think i can make it... seriously... i'm struggling... i'm empty

So my deal today is that i am not with anyone and it's christmas. I love my family and even though they aren't perfect and sometimes annoying, it's ok. I guess ( Read more... )

I have a problem with shuting people out of my life... so if you think you know anything about me it's only the half of it. All i'm going to let you know today is I HATE PEOPLE including myself ( Read more... )