Ihate people justas much as i sometimes hate myself...and i love people just as much as i sometimes love myself.

to him:
LET ME MAKE THIS EASY ON YOU I WONT CALL YOU AND I WONT ANSWER YOUR PHONE CALLS THAT A WAY YOU DON'T HAVE TO FEEL LIKE THE BAD GUY. THE WHOLE I DON'T WANT A RELATIONSHIP THING...BULLSHIT BULLSHIT BULLSHIT

I'M DONE WITH GUYS.

I'm in a good mood today... mark your calendar this could be the begining of a more normal me ( Read more... )

i don't realy know what to say ...
i just feel like i need to write
i don't know whats wrong...
all i know is i feel like it's not worth it any more
god whats wronge with me...
i there is a god anywhere somewhere please
god please
just help

so i got up today....got in my car.... left went to school went to park...and BAM! i got hit it sucks. I'm not so much attached to thing thing as dependant on it. WHEN WILL THIS SHIT STOP? SERIOUSLY...FUCK LIFE!

"the most amazing peolple do the most horrible things to the peole they love, and thats because we're weak and selfish."-zack braff ( Read more... )

And i felt fine... normal, not stressed, not alone, not sick, not hopeless, not worthless, nothing. It always does this and it's weird to look back on your journal entries when you were down and it's like WOW who is that? I think dropping these two classes is really going to help. we'll see

why am i doing homework ( Read more... )

I honestly feel like i'm dieing...a slow painful death ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm falling off a cliff today...
today is my five leaps back to my two steps forward.
I don't know what to say really.