Hey im home again. I went to Boy Scouts and saw my friends. It feels godd to be back home every once in a while, but i cant help having this wierd empty feeling of wierdness within me. I still talk to all of my real friends and others im trying to get in contact with now to see how their doing. So thats about it now later

Im home again, and yet I still feel like crap. Like my whole way of seeing things has been utterly destroyed. I live in this boarding school with people I dont know, and I always have this feeling like I dont belong there. I go to this Private College Prep all boys school, and it wasn't all that bad. I just have to get used to it and then I'll be ( Read more... )

Im back home from the cursed boarding school. It wasn't that bad. This friend of mine Joe really pissed me off. Im not even gonna talk to him. I told him to come to my house so we could go to the park, so he goes ok, and i call him like an hour later and im like an hour later and im like where are the hell are you. And he goes im at home im sick. ( Read more... )

Im back from Florida. It was hot as hell there, but i had a real good time. School starts in a couple weeks and i haven't the slightest clue of what school im going to and id ont know if this is normal but im scared of math. And lost beyond hope we can be friends, where'd you get my screename from.

Today was a really good day. Lately I've been haning out with these two really cool guys that are like my best friends now. I litterally see them everyday and we just have mad fun. Its almost time for school again and i have no clue of where im going to go. I hope that its Spellman. Thats all for today

Im back again. This week has been hectic, I went to the hospital and got stitches cause me and this kids head collided and i started bleeding. My mom is trying to send me to boarding school and I am trying so hard to fight her. I dont want to leave the life that i've built for myself and be shipped away. Not without a fight. I've worked too hard ( Read more... )

Its been a long time since I've written in this journal. I've been having alot of fun lately. I go to this sports camp at lehman college which is real fun, I've been looking forward to it like all year during school, cause this is like the only thing that i have to really look forward to. And im making alot of friends there. I got this one called ( Read more... )

This loser from school John IS JUST SO FUCKING ANNOYING. I see him at school and feel like choking him till he dies. I see him go around school strutting his stuff like hes somethng good o please. John if your reading just know that i hate you ( literally) and i hope you have a miserable birthday and that your plane on your way to California ( Read more... )

School was hectic today. Im tired of people just talking to me whenever they want. Im not gonna let people just walk all over me and treat me like dirt. If anybody does that then they can expect me to be just as nasty to them, as they were to me.

Today has been a reasonably good day. I went over my friend LJ's house for a little while and harrased him lol. Then I left and I got ready for Boy Scouts. I went to Boy Scouts, and it was okay. I didn't laugh as much cause now that im a leader I have more responsibilities and I dont have as much time to mess around as I would usually. But it was ( Read more... )