RedrumZmurdeR: your lovely amanda... TragicLoss13: not really, more like dorky with a mild sense of class.I'll most likely be spending Monday with Daniel. Thats really going to make everything feel so much better than what it does now. For some reason I've got these crazy thoughts. So I think I'll share. I'm not a person who "copes" with their ( Read more... )

Once upon a time there was a girl. She felt she was alone and made desperate incoherant cries for help. All of which were not answered. Once upon a time there was a girl and she gave up the fight. Reluctant but relieved all at once. She drowned in all her emotions and thoughts of many things not even comprehendable to herself punctured her mind ( Read more... )

Thanks to Sydni I have this kick ass new layout. Luv you hun!!! Thanks to Jamison I was able to post An Insomniac's Rant! :) I've got such helpful friends. lol. Anyhow my darlings, my account has been validated and thus I am able to post using my username. YAY! Thanks again you guys!!!

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Seems quite a few people have a problem with others stating their true feelings whithin their livejournals. This is a journal. A journal is a place to put one's feelings and emotions down so that rather than taking those emotions out on others they can be written and expressed with creativity and in idividual ways. The only major difference from a ( Read more... )

Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want. Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.My darling Sydni, I wuv u chickie! *HUGS & KISSES* :) I've been drawing alot more lately. I think I've gotten better and I've started coming up with my own ideas. Unfortunantly I still don't think them good enough to ( Read more... )

I could be cold. I could be ruthless. You know I could be just like you.Change of plans. Seems I'm not going to Virginia after all. Please don't ask why. It's really hard to get in touch with Daniel. I guess I just really miss him. Have you ever had this one person who made you feel like even though you're totally and completely flawed that it didn ( Read more... )

To put it simply I've not exactly been happy these past few days. Hopper came over around 11:30 and brough Mall Rats. He's still here playing Twisted Metal Black To be honest I haven't been out of the house much. I've skipped going to shows and pretty much spent my time at home. My darling Yasmeen is still in Shelby and will be for a month. I miss ( Read more... )

Things arn't what they use to be. I suppose all the changes which are now so clear went unnoticed for a short period of time. In a few years alot of us will leave to start our own lives. Things won't always be this carefree. Even though these changes may hurt us, we have to be strong. That's all we can really try to do, just try to make everything ( Read more... )

Sometimes we do things, just to be nice. Just so someone else can be happy. What happens when that wears on us to a breaking point. One in which were not happy but even though thats never really mattered, now it seems to. Sometimes we think these feelings wrong. Shameful even. There have been times this summer, when I feel that I really just need ( Read more... )

Feeling forgotten is something I should be use to by now but I'm not. sometimes my feelings are so overwhelming that I seem to be reduced to nothing but a confused child waiting for it to end. Waiting for the feelings to slip on by me. Always waiting. Always hoping. Sometimes life seems like too much. I don't have all the answers. I'm not as ( Read more... )