I didn't wake up until about 1:30 today. Not much happened. I cleaned at my grandomthers to make some money and made a hemp necklace too. I'm feeling a bit creative here. lol. I'm hoping to get out of the house sometime this week but the chances of that are not looking too good. I think I choose these lyrics for my tittle because they hold some ( Read more... )

Never make me a promise. I don't believe in them. Too many times they have been broken. I know that's all I have left of memories. Broken promises. I don't need anymore false hope to base my life upon. To live like theres something worth living for. I don't need it.

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I have a new icon. Jessica Rabbit from Who Framed Roger Rabbit? I'm in love with that movie. I still can't find Cool World anywhere. *sigh* Well, I saw Shrek 2 last night with Daniel.I have to go buy more fabric sometime. Something happened and I may/not be able to fix my skirt. I'll get it straitened out. Right now I need to focus a little more on ( Read more... )

Yasmeen has given me some things to think about. I'm not very clear on when I want help or need it. I think it is mostly due to the fact that I have no idea who I could turn to for that sort of thing. I'll be honest, there have been plenty of times where I desperately wanted help or just someone to be there for me like I try to be there for other ( Read more... )

No matter how happy I act right now, I still feel like shit. I don't want anyone to see that though. I mean, what's the point really? It does no good to bitch and complain to anyone. So I suppose I can just do that here. Anyhow, I have the fabric so I'll start making my skirt tomorrow. Fun? Yeah, I guess. I still want out of the house though. Me ( Read more... )

Let's get one thing straight. No matter how much shit I go through with my dad, I still love him. Right now I miss him too. I haven't talked to him in maybe a month. Things are not always fair though and we have to live with that. We can do something about it. Most of us however just try to "cope" with it. Does that not seem like the cowardly thing ( Read more... )

Somehow summer seems like the best thing in the world, while your still in school. However, once it arrives we see how little there is to do. Most of us stay at home either on the phone or the internet hoping that something will come up and we'll be able to get out of our houses. I'm certainly no exception. I want to get out. Not just out of the ( Read more... )

We all have our moments of sadness. We all have our moments of happiness. Sometimes the dark morbid clouds of sadness drag down our hopes and restrict our willpower. There is always however, something in which we believe is worth pursuing and living for. We just have to find what that is. At times we are harsher on ourselves than any other person ( Read more... )

This is my sanctuary. Space in which to place my thoughts and feelings. I have trust issues. Therefore very few people who know me also know about this journal. I feel suffocated around large groups of people. Such as in a large group, my previous live journal was being deprived of it's personal space and the amount of thought put into it was ( Read more... )