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i haven't been online in forever because i've just been really depressed and not had much to write about. my grandfather died and i went to tennessee two weeks ago and i've just been a bucket of tears since. i'd like to say i'm getting better but i'm not. my new name on livejournal is ( Read more... )

my mom's getting married tomorrow and i'm not going ( Read more... )

things have really changed for me.. I live in a gorgeous new apt with a bunch of girls.. i have 5 cats (four 7 week old kittens and their mum). i live with two girls though me and one other girl always have our boyfriends with us and go on double dates about every other day. my apt is decorated in japanese style and we eat with chop sticks more ( Read more... )

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hears whispers of OMG she actually spoke!

fun stuff i did today ( Read more... )

and i never thought this life was possible. your the yellow bird that i've been waiting for.

*hugs him forever*

*sighs happily*

a bad day. i didn't want it to be. but i think deep down i'm still upset from this morning. i barely slept. like 2 or 3 hours. if you know me well you know i sleep at least 10 hours or i feel horrible. i've felt nauseous from stress all day. except when i was with Dillon. Dillon gave me the bright eyes cd that has songs from 95-97. cause he's just ( Read more... )

god. i want to hate him. i can't. i won't. i care for him. he is great. i'll never like him the same way. i'll never trust him the same way. but i want him in my life like he was. i want to muse with him at night and talk about cool, fun, lauren-ey stuff that almost no one is cool enough to talk with me about. i think i learned that just cause you ( Read more... )