so tonight i was stupid and i decided to listen to a song i knew would make me cry. sounds stupid and emo but i just.. was in the mood to cry. so i listened to anberlin's song paperthin hymn...

the song says: When your only friends are hotel rooms ( Read more... )

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i haven't updated in forever.. the reason is simple. no one wants to hear me whine and cry. in the past week and a half... me and eric broke up... and have gone back and forth from good to bad to worse to good to bad to worse... depending on the day and his mood. i've been really homesick and the countdown is on. i get to go home Wednesday the 24th ( Read more... )

me and eric broke up a minute ago.. if it's best for him it's best for me. he doesn't trust me.. or anyone else... he's a lot like me and has been hurt so many times that it doesn't work. he said he needed time and that he wasn't going to be dating anyone else.. that's fine with me. it hurts and i'm sad. but what can you do? i'll be okay. there is ( Read more... )

Here's the deal ( Read more... )

i'm so scared right now. this is completely my fault. i warned myself against it and then went against my own advice and i don't know why i did this. i really need a best friend right now and i miss katie so much. she's so far away. i really want to see her. no one knows me like she does. no one cares about me the same way she does. she knows more ( Read more... )

i love you.. your voice.. the way you try to get away with everything just by saying "i love you" in that awesomely adorable tone. i can't wait to be in your arms... and have our hearts beat in rhthym, just like we've planned.. :-) ... you've made me happy beyond belief.... i might marry you if you asked me to. lol. i'm insane... and crazy for you ( Read more... )

last night/early early this morning was really good. the other morning before lab i started talking to a kid that never talks. i was teasing him about his quietness and we sat together and then he helped me with my lab assignment cause i was half asleep. he's been really nice. his name is chris. i hung out with greg and helped him move a couch and ( Read more... )

i absolutely love this quote.

Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss it you will land among the stars.
~Les Brown