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Life is beautiful.

I absolutely love MassArt. Screw money, I'm going there even though it's more costly than any other school I got in to. When I was there for the accepted students day today I felt like I belonged there. My mom bought me a t-shirt and a car cling-on sticker, so it's pretty much official. :)

This morning I had a dream that I got a third piercing in each ear (lobe, but above my two other piercings). When I went to go look in the mirror my nose was also pierced. I was confused because I never asked for it nor did I want a nose piercing.

I would enjoy another ear piercing, actually. And new gauges. An upgrade to 8 gauges would be lovely.

you can rob me of my sight
and you can poison my bloodstream
but as long as I can dream then life is worth living

I love art school stereotypes.I went to the Montserrat College of Art accepted students day. It was alright. I just feel like I wouldn't be as challenged there. It's less competitive and has fewer opportunities. Plus all the cool kids are gonna be in Boston ( Read more... )

This morning I had a dream that I was either studying abroad or visiting someone in London. Either way, I felt kind of lost. I remember finding my way on what I thought was the roof of a building but it opened up to a street and a huge truck/train/large moving vehicle went by me and I was afraid. It was weird.

( 8th grade artwork )

This morning I had a dream that I was in a mental institution, but I only went there after school. The next day I was at school but it was like the last day for seniors or something. It reminded me of 8th grade. We all went into the 'chorus room' which looked completely different. We were gonna watch some anime movie...and I was not thrilled at all ( Read more... )

I hate feeling utterfly self-conscious. Every little detail isn't right. Sometimes I just feel really worthless and completely undeserving of everything that I have. I hate this.

Sorry, I had a massive mood swing today. Then I ran 2.5 miles and made a vanilla-raspberry protein shake.