But i was scared to death of eternity
I was saved by grace
But destroyed by naivety
And i lied to myself
And said it was for the best

today was an awesome day... tomorrow i have to find someones house to crash at.. since my parents are going to the beach... bleh.

-have you ever felt that no matter what you have or what you do.... you feel so fucking ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas Eve!!

Your soul is an apalling dump heap overflowing
with the most disgraceful assortment of deplorable
rubbish imaginable,
Mangled up in tangled up knots.

Blehness... I made cookies today.. to leave out for our imaginary friend... or as some would call the childhood lie: old Santy... I wonder who will be the one to eat the cookies ( Read more... )

 "i think ill blow my brains against the ceiling and as the fragments of my skull begin to fall; fall on your tongue like pixie dust...just think happy thoughts."

gah.... i feel like such an asshole right now... i have hurt so many people in the last couple weeks,. Instead of this break bringing me and a certain person closer, it is ( Read more... )

thanks jessy ( xdrippingsoulx) for re-vamping up my site

school starts in exactly one week... yuck! i have one week to read 2 books. they are long ass books too. why do i have to be such a dumb ass- waiting that long to start on the books. its not like i really did anything this summer anyways ( Read more... )

You are distant from the rest of us ( Read more... )

Throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike any other, you could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they won't judge you. . .this person is your soulmate, your best friend. . . don't ever let them go ( Read more... )

my one goal in life: to convert a gay guy to being straight!!!!!!!!!!