That was a way to end the weekend, a huge fight with your fiance! Fortunatly Daniel and I made up :) I'm moving in with him in June and we'll see what goes from there. Life is fucking dramatic as usual, but I try my best to ignore it. Ahh I have my exit exam in 2 days and I'm so fucking nervous and I really do hope I pass it this time, I really ( Read more... )

I have no reason to live

This is what he said:

FUCK YOU!!!

We're done! I'm sick of bitchy-drama queen bullshit, done ver write me again I'm sick of this shit, I'm sick of trying to help and all you do is push me away or fight me.

Farewell, Daniel

Live and let die... Loveless and good-bye...

Where should I start? Well on Monday Daniel and I were talking and we were just being weird as usual and instead of talking normal we'd spell out the words and respond by spelling them out and he was telling me how much he loves me and stuff and out of nowhere he spelled out W-I-L-L-Y-O-U-M-A-R-R-Y-M-E-?-? and my heart stopped and I could feel ( Read more... )

I've been noticing that the older I get the skankier clothes get. My sis and mom say that I still look like a kid. But I don't feel like one :(

hmm.... I got back from Texas yesturday and it was ok I guess, Iris made it suck so yeah. If it wasn't for Jeanette I would have gone crazy, so Jeanette if your reading this thanks! :) Daniel called like a few hours after I got home and as soon as I heard his voice I screamed and got a HUGE smile across my face. I've never been so happy to talk ( Read more... )

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HAHAHAHA I was looking on my MSN messenger and I was looking at Daniel's and out of the curiosity I wanted to see if he had a profile and he DID!!! LOL he's such a dork!!! As soon as I saw it a cold chill ran my back. HAHAHA I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING, take a look for yourself Daniel's Profile

Last night I talked to Daniel's mom online and I've never been so NERVOUS. LOL, she's really nice, from what I heard of I thought she'd be like a major bitch, but she's really nice. Dad has been pissing me off as usual, like last night I told him that I wanted a new hoodie for TX and we looked at some and he threw a bitch fit because all I wear ( Read more... )

why is it that everytime I get asked out my boyfriend at the time hurts me? Like Janette has down on her LJ "Love isn't supposed to hurt like this" I really need to get away from here. From all this fucking drama and fags. If he did really love me would I be in this much PAIN? Would I see this blood pouring from my left wrist? Would I be this sad? ( Read more... )

God I'm so bored. Thanksgiving has been shitty so far, nothing special. I'm going to Headbangers Ball tomorrow, I just don't want my dad to go, I'll end up sneaking out of the house and going with someone else. I got shit loads of sweet stuff from Master Peter's package like nipple clamps, a whip, flogger, bamboo cane, laundry pins, a mask, a slave ( Read more... )