i can finally take a breath, i've been waiting for so long to exhale, to let everything in my mind go. i no longer have to worry about things... my life has already got a plan. i just need to learn how to follow it. i'm still all giddy because i'm in love. it sounds so odd to say that. i never expected it from myself... things are going to get ( Read more... )

i'm happy again. 17 crept up on me like summer on rainy days.... i'm hoping this year will look up. i'm going to start beauty school in a few months. then i have to get a job. responsibilities.... ahhhhhhhh.

i've recently found myself falling deeper and deeper in love. nothing matters now but him. how can someone captivate my mine like he does. this love is unreal. so new but strong. i loose my thought in his eyes. this must be love ( Read more... )

why do i want you so bad and i can't understand why ( Read more... )

i can't not say i'm sorry when i feel this is all my fault. why can't i grasp that everything should not be put on me. i took responsibility where responsibility's due. i know i constantly hurt you and i said i'm sorry. it's the past and i can't take it back. what do i do when love is what i lack. i'm sick of being neglected, you say i haven't ( Read more... )

back again...... everything's going okay if you look at it from the right perspective. things are pretty fucked up at school. the only positive thing about this school is that one day i might get out of it. spring break is coming up and that's good. i might get to see shanna. btw. hey shanna. i love you. i miss you so much. what else. chelsea. hey ( Read more... )

Chelsea...Shanna, i miss you both. I get to see Chelsea every weekend. So that's great for me. But Shanna. I miss you so much. Every weekend i go to my auntee's house so you can call there if you please. i shouldn't put the number on the net so you can call the salvation army and ask for me. tell them you're lindsay swain. your my sister and then ( Read more... )

i love you. be good. and to chelsea. ahhh my child. please don't get yourself in too too much trouble. i love you so much and you need to get cool with shanna so we can all be roomies. well that's all for now. please respond a whole whole lot so that i can say sum'n when i come in here again. BYEEEE

I'm dat happy. Yeah i am. Well to Shanna, we can still live together when we get older. lol. cuz you know that was our plan... Tell your mom i said hi. Tell her i miss her and i love her so much. When i get the chance to call you, well before then, see if she minds if i call her.

Please don't forget me. But hey props of livin at salvation army, they pay for my college and they pay for my apartment until i'm 22. Or until i graduate college. HELL YEAH! I'm so happy. It's like full payed scholarships without the grades. Ahh the props of being neglected.