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My house is always dark at night. Each light is shut, while people roam in the dark.
I hate it. I hate not seeing. I never liked the dark. Today
my moms birthday, the day I was admitted into the hospital some years back.
Everything fell apart,
i cried,
I didnt mean to,
I didnt want to
for once I was hhappy our house is dark.
Because no one saw me

I went to the city yesterday with Megan. We went to MoMa and then we went to her dance rehersals ( Read more... )

I threw up... 3 times today?
idk.
I think its because I feel... idk, off.
I was susposed to go into the city for a Tommy Hilfiger interview/internship thing.
Because of the weather, i didnt go.
I had my day planned, and then all of a sudden I wasn't going.
fuckeverything.
iamsuchanangryperspn.thisissonotcool.idontwannabeangry.
idontwannabefat
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I want to faaaast.
I will tomorrow.
This eating thing is just getting old.

Slowly fade away

You want to know how deeply my soul goes?
Deeper than bones...
deeper than bones
You said "to live this way is not for the meek"
And like a jazz DJ you talk me into sleep"
I said "There'll be no regrets when the worms come"
And they, shall sure-ly come.

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Note:

I'm dreaming about food again (pizza, and ice cream)
And my brother told me again, that I should throw up.
(which basically threw me into crying hysterics)

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The past 19 years I learned this ( Read more... )