sometimes i really wonder how I am still alive

Why are you so petrified of silence?

 Calm down,
I'm calling you to say
I'm capsized staring on the edge of safe
Calm down,
I'm calling back to say
I'm home now,
I'm coming around

 I feel like I'm saying goodbye to you.
You scare me,
i love you so much.
(how will I know if something happens?)

Ever since, we met
i know there has always been a small riverly
who can stay the thinnest,
who can stay the sickest
who can think the sickest.
and you have always won.
But who's wining now?
I don't care anymore,
I just want you to be ok.
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There was a boy
A very strange, enchanted boy
They say he wandered very far
Very far, over land and sea
A little shy and sad of eye
But very wise was he

And then one day,
One magic day he passed my way
While we spoke of many things
Fools and Kings
This he said to me

The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return.

I always fall for the boys
with taken hearts.

There is such much to say.
And nothing at all.

I met someone last night.
I always like the ones who
are unaailable.
lucky me.

I drempt of him last night.
like he was mocking me.
I hate this.

I sometimes feel
so breathless.

I don't want to live
i am so tired of feeling inadequate.