So its 9/11 today. Its been 4 years since that terrible insident which changed our country forever. I remember that day like it was yesterday. I was staying with my brother-in-law and sister on Eglin AFB. I remember my sister waking me up telling me something crashed in to the twin towers. This was before they knew it was a terrerist attack. I ( Read more... )

Ughhh, I feel like crap. Im nausiated and agitated. My frikkin car broke down at Shell and I had to walk half a mile home. The walk was great. I dont care about that, but having my car shit on me, that sucks! Im pretty sure it was the coil packs which went out AGAIN. Oh well, this will give me the excuse I need to buy the Mustang GT I always wanted ( Read more... )

My life is such a paradox. Im so lonely right now, but I dont want a girlfriend. I just cant seem to balance myself ( Read more... )

Ahhhhh, so my last entry was a bit disterbing. I just needed to get some things out. I do feel a lot better now ( Read more... )

So I cried for the first time in over a year tonight. I was just thinking about the past and whatnot. I mean my life is wonderful now and I am truely happy, just missing something. Im not like I used to be. I used to be so much of a weaker person...I used to be so alone...I used to be so naive...I used to love everything, but myself. I miss that ( Read more... )

Ok, so here is a random tidbit i wanted to share. I was driving out to Destin tonight to go chill with Jamison and his GF and on the way there I was playing Journeys Greatest Hits VERY loud and singing along ( Read more... )

So I quit my job and at the same time went gambling. First time gambling actually. Blew 100 on slots in like an hour....bad move..slots blow..so I bullshittited with Jamison and his dad for about 5 hours....then we discovered the crap table.. Wow, thats my forte right there. Though I blew about 30 on craps, it did last me about an hour and a half ( Read more... )

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So shit, I been obsessed with this Frank the Bunny Rabbit dude from the movie Donnie Darko and im seriously consittering getting him tattooed on me. I dont know. Something about him just freaks me the fuck out, but at the same time has deep meaning. Hard to explain...a duality type thing. Here is some pics for those who have no idea who he is, ( Read more... )

So I survived! To the dismay of many, I know, including myself. For a storm that appeared to be cataclysmic it was kinda weak and boring. Of course I am happy about that ( Read more... )