Hmm, wow, its been almost 2 years since I last posted here. This is such a feeling of nostalgia. Well, how things have changed in that time. I feel so different than i did then... anyway, whatever.  wish i had more time to write something of importance, but i got on here too late in the night....and i have to been up for work in the morn

Fuck it, im not sad in the least bit after reading all of ur comments. how could I be when people like you care for me? that would be selfish. You guys are awesome, I love every single one of you. and im gonna see what I can do for each and every single one of you to let you know how much i appreciate being ur friend :)

Not doing so well right now.. Anyone who knows me close knows im never mellowdramatic about my problems, so yeah, i feel horrible right now and its been perpetually getting worse. Depression? I dont know. I really dont think so. I just feel so helpless and lame right now. Lonely? yeah, a little maybe, although I really dont mind being alone. I just ( Read more... )

Wow, I feel so weird right now. I slept late today cause I stayed out late last night, but when I woke up this afternoon I feel like I woke up from something more than sleep. I dont know? I feel stressed out about something that hasnt happend yet. I feel kinda "epic" right now. Lol, im so strange. I think it has something to do with the hereditary ( Read more... )

So I just got back from seeing Jarhead. Wow, a lot of people were dissapointed cause their wasnt enough "war" in the movie, but I thought it was perfect in every way a movie like that could be. The messages that it delivered really touched me. Though this is coming from a closet war junkie, who is in to heroism and obsessed with the male warrior ( Read more... )

I guess its time to update. Its been a while since I have and a lot has happened. First off my car is finally fixed after 2 months, so thats good cause I was tired of relying on everyone else for a ride.... but yeah a lot of new things been going on. I have lots of cool new friends and have met a lot of people this past month. I just felt like ( Read more... )

I saw you dancing out the ocean ( Read more... )

I just got back from the mutha fukkin Alter Bridge Charity Concert at The Swamp. DAMN. Best show I ever went to in my entire life. I was RIGHT there in front of Mark Tremonti and Myles Kennady. These guys kicked ass live. Myles' voice is awesome and of course Mark's a fuckin guitar shredder. Not to mention Scott Phillips, the drummer, is great. ( Read more... )

this time in my life has been strange. its one of the few times in my life i havnt been in love with anyone. i know it sounds pathetic, but i have always loved someone and wished them to be my significant other, even if they didnt know who i was or whatever. i feel almost a foreboding sense on loniness within me and i do not like it. while i do ( Read more... )

Man, there was some serious drama tonight. I aint EVEN gonna get in to it. Anyway, this is cool ( Read more... )