and youre the only one that knows exactly what i mean today was a good day ( Read more... )

these lyrics suck me in ( Read more... )

im really confused.
im not sure if i want to do this... cuz i really want a boyfriend. you know, someone to be there when im cryin, someone to cuddle with. someone to love me...not my face...not my body. i wnt to find someone that isnt only lookin for a piece of ass. cuz im really sick of that. i want someone i can hold. someone who knows me ( Read more... )

yesh so my mom has completely screwed MY life, today...the cops called ((my mom has had a warrant out for her arrest for 8 months)) and my mom made me lie and say i didnt know where she lived now...so she calls everyone and tells them shes going to turn herself in. so then she calls her probation officer...and he said he'll give her 2 weeks...so ( Read more... )

yesterday was the worst nite i have ever had to endure...EVER...after me, my mom, and clint fought for, i dont know...5 hours, and my mom managed to lower my self esteem from a 7 to a -100..so then later i felll asleep...only to be woken up by sharp pains in my sides...so i ran upstairs to barf my brains out, after doing this about 8 times, and ( Read more... )

HATE ( Read more... )

i hate this...my mom and clint are fighting...i hope they die. i wish i could just disappear...i hate them, hate, hate, hate...jeez...i hate this...man oh man, i hate hate hate this...they are fighting about pills...shes sellin her pills...i hate her...dumb. i wish she would've gave me up for adoption...i wish they would go away ( Read more... )

welcome to depression
you made it just in time
here your never wanted
and all you do is cry
welcome to depression
your no longer in control
we took it upon ourselves
to dominate your soul
welcome to depression
we feed off of your misery
smiles are not welcome
and tears
they go unseen
welcome to depression
here you feel numb inside
well toy with your mind
and make ( Read more... )

completly worn
eyes scratched out
to make others happy
is what shes all about

unheard cries
unreleased tears
and unexposed emotion
for all these years

shes no longer in use
shes packed up and away
in a box filled with trash
left there to decay

her life was made up
by the games of little girls
she was treated badly
carried around by her curls

they walked all over ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
It's all too sweet to last
^^ what song is that ^^