i realize that the only type of fics that i can write well are the depressing ones.

Dec 06, 2010 20:01

title: forever or never
group: super junior
pairing: kyuhyun/sungmin
summary: if being selfish isn’t love, what is? because it isn’t being selfless-being selfless is just another word for being afraid.
notes: THIS IS SO LONG, SHOOT ME NOW. T__T (approximately 8000 words-you have been warned.)
suggested listening: in my dream - super junior k.r.y.

kyuhyun had five favorite things: sungmin, sungmin, sungmin, sungmin, and sungmin. )

character: sungmin, pairing: kyumin, fandom: super junior, genre: romance, character: kyuhyun

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kelyh December 8 2010, 19:39:15 UTC
This was awseome, amazing, extremely beautiful written! I played "In my dream" as you suggested and... you made me cry at some point...

Please, write a little sequel or something. And this wasn't really long. At least not long for me :)

I give you +100 points for this, really.

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xdespondence December 9 2010, 00:54:50 UTC
keke tears may have been what i was aiming for! >:D thank you for commenting!

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mypinksuperman December 19 2010, 15:50:02 UTC
“if you ever need anything. Choose me. I’ll be here, even when no one else is.”

"I’d choose you over anyone else, time and time again."

"It’d be wrong to say I wanted to marry you, right? We practically live together, do everything together, and know each other’s quirks. All that’s left is the promise of forever."

“Just do what you do best,” Sungmin said, sniffing. “Be there when no one else is.”

~I super love this lines! OMG! you're a great writer! *sobs*
Kyu should have let him stay. then they can be together forever.

but wait. did they get back together? I was confused at the end. :(

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xdespondence December 19 2010, 19:21:30 UTC
haha thank you! those were some of my favorite lines too - some moments of clarity in the bunch of words i meshed together XD ( ... )

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mypinksuperman December 20 2010, 06:24:27 UTC
now I understand. keke
and I agree. they don't to label whatever relationship they have. and since they have their own life now, it's really hard to be with each other. Their past lives were simpler and easy not long what they have now. but atleast they're still together. ^^.

this is awesome! :)

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halomaschine December 19 2010, 20:44:59 UTC
what... what. this. what is. what. WHAT DID I JUST READ. WHAT IS THIS FIC. i- UM. WHAT. THIS FIC D:

DDDDDDDDDDD:

why do you humiliate me by inducing this pathetic, speechless stupor of idiocy ;_; this fic... I can't even... words- there are none- DDDDDDDDD:

I can't be the only one who gets really frustrated with fics where people make stupid choices and keep missing the obvious answer, and you just want to kick their heads but instead I usually just give up on the fic altogether because when a character is that blind for so long, it's not even a conflict anymore, it's just pathetic. BUT THIS IS DIFFERENTTTTT there is like a giant ravine between the aforementioned patheticness and this- this Kyu isn't blind... I think he really knows, and being scared is different from being stupid. KYU WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS THOUGH ( ... )

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xdespondence December 19 2010, 21:21:14 UTC
words cannot express my happiness at seeing your super long comment 8D

i feel that happy endings are too unrealistic in fics like this, because it's real life. in real life, people miss even more chances than kyu did, and keep everything in. they don't speak, even in the last moment - so i'm already kind of pushing the limits, just because this is fanfiction.

and plus, the fact that they're apart, but still keep in touch the way they do makes it all the more precious. they're apart, but they're not miserable.

ohoho, and yes, once they're reunited, they're gonna jump each other right there at the airport 8D

don't even ask, i think i just spewed a bunch of words out, and by a stroke of luck, they made coherent sense T__T thank you for your lovely comment, it made me really happy!

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halomaschine December 20 2010, 02:09:10 UTC
omg I am going to cry just from the way you express thoughts in comments, let alone fics DDD: you're completely right about the difference between reality and fanfiction... I suspect that is why I prefer fanfiction over real life /derp I'm glad you pushed the limits though because I would probably scream if there hadn't been this resolution >:0

frantic reunited!love sounds like it leaves them both with desperate scratch marks and hungry love bites I LIKE IT

I wish I made this much sense when I spewed my thoughts out~ I will be happy to read more kyumin from you in the future obviously HINTTTTT

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neko_no_hi676 December 26 2010, 21:05:18 UTC
Oh. My. God. You're writing, it's so beautiful and heart breaking! I just cried a entire OCEAN reading this!!!! You have an amazing talent in writing, really.

Please write more amazing kyumin!!!! <(>~<<)

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xdespondence December 26 2010, 21:36:48 UTC
aw thank you so much! liar, you didn't cry an entire OCEAN ;D

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neko_no_hi676 December 27 2010, 04:49:12 UTC
I did~ and Donghae's swimming in it~~~~

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provides access anonymous January 17 2011, 00:13:01 UTC
This is the coolest website and stories that i have ever read…its useful for me as im a lecturer and always motivate my students with these publised stories…thank you …and waiting for plenty more…

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Re: provides access xdespondence January 17 2011, 00:36:20 UTC
thank you so much! :)

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