Happy yet sad
understanding yet confused
Loving yet spiteful
Kind yet still a bitch
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What else can I say
I am fucked up on codine...once again
Havent had a cig since this past friday...i think :-/
I hate being sick mmm I feel unloved.
mm I need hugs
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I have been told I have the flu, upper respitory infection, and a severe ear infection.

mmm And I have come to once again believe that the smallest things mean the most..even something as simple as a text message or a phone call..

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I am so sick, I feel like crap...I need a movie and a hot shower...
leave some love

Great night
got drunk
met cute guy
met cute guys friend
partied with guy and friends
danced with cute guy
he walked me out
even held my hand tonight
my heart raced
I felt special
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*warm and fuzzies*
Thanx hun for a great night!

mmm So yesterday was interesting, I got to see my friend steve and who come out right before he does...Ooo you guessed it, Loren.... >:-( How to react to that one. I get ignored for a week and he suddenly can talk to me. Cool kid and all but shady...very shady. Only because Cassandra is leaving friday (or so he says) do I now get to be graced with ( Read more... )

Skeletons come out of the closet as news is learned. wow. You think you know someone when everything changes. I know I shouldnt make assumptions now because I dont have the whole story but frankly I dont give a shit anymore. My entire intention was to find someone cool to hangout with. butttttt....haha life takes things away as quickly as they are ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that it is in my best interest to continue watching from a distance in order to keep my standings in this mess I am in. If I am ever to solve this or maybe even get this thing right I will be one happy girl. I guess you can say I am a hopeless case on indifference right now which I dont seem to understand. I have never ( Read more... )

Oooo so me and sean went to see Corpse Bride last night. Soooo good, but what happened before and after the movie make this night so memerable ( Read more... )

Mmm the love of my life has left me! GAHHH my other half is gone! What am I going to do? I feel slightly lost right now and I am in the mood for some TLC. She has been gone for about 9 hours and I am sad. mmm Tomorrow I shall visit her and we shall party like it is 1999. Maybe I will fine a lovely boy to talk to. I guess we shall see how that goes ( Read more... )

*shivers* I don't like being alone when it rains...makes me lonely hmmmm