I am afriad
Afraid to care
Afraid to love
Afraid to dream
Afriad to think
To think about him
To care about him
To love him
I want him
I feel as though I need him
Why
I dont know what to do
Should I let myself feel the way I do
Should I stop it
or just let go

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*Disclaimer* Before you read this poem I have to tell you what made me write it: I have had several dreams about this guy, who he is I have no idea, nor do I know what he looks like in anyway. It is always dark out. All through the dream I am the one chasing him and finally when I have had enough and stop, and I give up on loving him he finally ( Read more... )

Thought it would be nice
to write something meaningful
in my journal for once
so here it is:

MEANINGFUL

Gosh I love me...I know you do too!

I ahve the best god damed boyfriend ever. I am drunk off my ass and were at his friend shouse. and hios friend ame drove me home while my boyfriend followed us. I swear I am the lickuest girl alive ( Read more... )

This past friday me and chris went to this pretty cool corn maze. Its huge. Well lets just say it was only supposed to take 1 hour, it took up two. haha I love dead ends!
xoxo

its like 3:20 or something he left not too long ago...we watched the incredibles...well some of it at least. ok, bed time..
<333

Ok so I was having a perfectly good day until I realized that tomorrow is Davids 20th birthday. And it just reminds me so much how I spend the 7th of October last year crying because I went out with my friend heather to a party while David was in rehab for Ooo herion. Well little did I know he was getting out on his birthday so I felt like a shitty ( Read more... )

Chinese for dinner is sooooo good!
Ooo Check out this cool song!
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