Yeah... haven't updated in a while. Been doing that whole sumemr school thing. It sucks really hard. I went out east with Petey, it was fun. I talked to Ross, he's having a good time in camp. Sad though because he found out that Bandit died (his dog) but he wasn't to upset. What else? I hung out with Brett the other day, we played Galaxies. ( Read more... )

These past few days haven't been to eventful... I've been pretty bored lately. I finished my room... the night I finished it though I had another dream about Joanna. We were lying on her lawn talking which is wierd because she usually doesn't lie down, especially on grass. So, we were talking and looking at the stars and we were both smoking, also ( Read more... )

star wars galaxies makes me cry. I've been trying to set it up for about 3 hours now. I'm about ready to take a break for a few hours and paint. I unno. Maybe

19 years? Wayyy to long. At least it'll be an okay story. I mean, c'mon, snake bite?

You Are ( Read more... )

Today... Saw Miss McNally. Figured out some of the summer school shit. Saw my probie officer. Got some cloves... gonna have one now.Ew, smoke in my nose. Yeah, went for a bike ride to Carly's. THat was cool, saw Matt Galati AND Matt Pinto. Very cool kids. Then I went over to Joanna's house for a while. It was cool, We hung out. Then when she ( Read more... )

Girls just really seem not to like me. Why? Not sure. Maybe it's because I'm such a raging asshole all the time. Eh, still, it'd be nice if a girl liked me anyway. I really want a girlfriend right now, I miss having one. I told Ali tonight that I was starting to like her and she told me straight off that she didn't like me and wouldn't. It was a ( Read more... )

FunnyWalk0: you tell me what you want me to say and i'll say it....for you
FunnyWalk0: It's never going to happen, i'm never going to love you back, you're wasting your time

thank you... it's over. I can't hope for anything with her anymore and I can't torment myself anymore. it's over

I need to hear her say that it's never gonna happen. I need to hear it so I can stop thinking that it may someday. I need to stop this and now. Just... I need to stop crying over this, I need to not have loved her for so long when I'm just a thought on the outskirts of her mind once in a while. I need to stop being so happy when I talk to her and ( Read more... )

Joanna, when you read this please call me. I have to talk to you. Don't worry, I'm not bleeding from my wrists or anything, just being a teenager.