Wow, the funniest shit, ever. So, I was supposed to get Alanna and her friend high for their first time tonight but they only had a chance to sneak out for like a minute so I gave them cigarettes. Alanna has virgin lungs so she was like "Oh my god, it burns" and her friend was trying to act like she knew what she was doing though she didn't. I don' ( Read more... )

Yeah, so it's been a few months. Heh. Ok, I felt like doing this entry because... yeah, because. Anyway, I'm pretty baked right now. Someone's gonna read this and say "oh that kid's pathetic, he needs drugs, I'm straight edge and that's the way to be. No red meat for this boy! And bigamy? Surely not!" Anyway, to you I say; Fuck you hippy bitch! ( Read more... )

Hey, it's been awhile since I wrote in this thing but instead of writing about what's been happening I'm going to start working on a song ( Read more... )

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Do you have any idea how much I hate everything? I just really don't want to be alive right now... I want to be alive a year from now. I can't fucking deal with any of this. I want a job, I want a girlfriend, I want my sister and John to stop hating me, I want my dad to not be a spoiled brat who shits himself every time I won't get out of his god ( Read more... )

1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold ( Read more... )

Shit man, it's been a while. So, what's goin on? Nothing. Girls still don't like me, I'm still fat and useless, I still don't have a job, I still suck at Halo, I still miss Ross and Pete. I however don't still smoke or have to go to summer summer school (well after tomorrow). I've been working on that whole job thing and the Halo thing. Ross is ( Read more... )

Yeah... people should comment on that story. Now. i saw my grandma today. I'm really scared for her...

I took a drag of my cigarette and ashed in the little black tray on the table. Most people in the room were smoking, and in the bad lights all you could see was hunched figures and smoke. There was a slight murmur of hushed conversation, no one going much above a whisper. Nobody was at the bar. This wasn't the sort of place to meet people, it was a ( Read more... )

So, haven't updated in a while. Why the hell not you ask? Because I've been playing star wars galaxies bitch! Lots of fun. Brianna just got back today so we went to the movies. Pirates of the Caribean. Quite good. What else has been going on? My grandma is in the hospital. I'm really worried about her. I hope she's gonna be ok. She had surgery ( Read more... )