Comments | xdingo76x: saddened

xdingo76x

saddened

Nov 22, 2005 14:06

for the past few days/week i've been getting a feeling of sadness creep up on me. been trying to figure out what it was and today i think i finally got it. i had told my mom that i wouldnt be able to come home for thanksgiving, and even possibly christmas because i was trying to not use my vacation time since i had so many trips in the beginning ( Read more... )

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spd06rcr November 22 2005, 23:05:00 UTC

OMG, those kids are absolutely adorable! Now I can see why you're getting into your funk. And I hope that Isis wasn't drinking that Corona!

Where does the family live?

xdingo76x November 22 2005, 23:27:37 UTC

in the bay area....yes the kids are adorable...i miss carrying and playing with them, if for some scary and horrible reason i needed to care for them i would in a heartbeat...

spd06rcr November 22 2005, 23:47:13 UTC

I guess it's a bit late now, but it's so close! You could just go home for the weekend.

xdingo76x November 22 2005, 23:58:04 UTC

no i actually cant...home isnt really home anymore for me...there are too many extended family members in a 3 bdrm house...i just dont feel comfortable there anymore...

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jnieva1220 November 22 2005, 23:56:04 UTC

i understand
i love my nephew to bits and was ecstatic when they moved 1 hr away from me instead of living in florida

[hugs for you]

xdingo76x November 23 2005, 00:09:16 UTC

thanks...my cousin put her on the phone the other day and she put some warmth in my heart when i heard her say "hi ninong, i miss you"

hsin531 November 23 2005, 00:48:09 UTC

Your godchildren are adorable and I understand how you would miss them so much. Sorry you have to be separated from your loved ones over the holidays.

xdingo76x November 23 2005, 02:17:48 UTC

thanks, they take after their godfather...hahaha...j/k
yeah its a sacrifice...but things will work out i'm sure

clearbright November 23 2005, 01:17:45 UTC

very cute! but that's not a pumpkin suit... hehehe

xdingo76x November 23 2005, 02:16:54 UTC

lol...oops i meant in the pumpkin patch...

epgadin November 23 2005, 05:43:56 UTC

I hear where you're coming from. I just want to hug my niece for hours on end when I see her. It's just hard to see her and the added feud I'm having w/ her mom doesn't help.

Home isn't home for me either, it's just a house full of people I love and visit every so often. Hope that you have a great Thanksgiving and Christmas though.

Peace.

xdingo76x November 23 2005, 05:57:00 UTC

thanks, i havent felt that hug in such a long time. in the picture where she is sleeping on me, i remember her squirming so much until she found just the right spot to where she finally was content and just passed out.

i hope your holidays go well too