darling, happiness is the confidense in knowing that you are who you are. everyone wants to change themselves, but it doesn't make any sense. we brainwash ourselves to think that we are supposed to "be" something. but it will never count for anything. the "becoming" process is more significant that anything you will ever become. and insecure people say such hurtful things.and i know youll never resort to that level. youll never be someone youre not. please never change yourself because of other people's cruel words. i will never make anyone feel that way i know they try to make others feel. fuck them for trying to belittle you. they dont know you. they dont know what you've done. where you're going or why thier words affected you in the opposite way for which they intended. i hope you never fix what you want to change about yourself. but only because i wish you would see what good things you do have and indulge them.
i fell in love with a boy a long time ago. he waved goodbye and i melted into my seat and became part of it. the restuarant closed and the tall, close-minded employee wiped me off that chair like a better life waited for him after work. there i remained; numb and excited. but they drove away and i doubt ill ever see him again. he should know that he melted me though.
there is no way to begin.
anonymous
December 24 2004, 06:35:29 UTC
i have pictures, and letters and scattered memories shoved into an under-sized shoebox and try i try to remember a time when these things meant something. out of sight, out of mind? hardly the case when the wrong turn was actually the right one. i'm so lost in a place i've never been. there's no room for me to convince myself that i love him still. he's gone, a distant memory in a life i no longer live. funny how a month can re-arrange every aspect of your life and turn you into a very different person. but now i'm myself. this is who i've always been. i don't regret a thing.
I think about your face And how I fall into your eyes The outline that I trace Around the one that I call mine Time that called for space Unclear where you drew the line I don't need to solve this case And I don't need to look behind
love letter: i love the way you look at me i love the way you understand me i love the way you make me feel i love the way you can change my mood
I hate the way you can tell exactly whats on my mind and i hate the way you cant just tell me you love me i hate the way i cant write down what im feeling to you but most of all i hate the way i long for one more kiss
:+:i shall post you some lyrics later... and tell you what they mean to me!!! :+:
WHY DO I STILL HAVE A FUCKING HEART AND A CONSCIENCE? honestly, i don't know how that shit didn't stop working years ago. i wish i didn't have to care so much sometimes.
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happiness is the confidense in knowing that you are who you are. everyone wants to change themselves, but it doesn't make any sense. we brainwash ourselves to think that we are supposed to "be" something. but it will never count for anything. the "becoming" process is more significant that anything you will ever become. and insecure people say such hurtful things.and i know youll never resort to that level. youll never be someone youre not. please never change yourself because of other people's cruel words. i will never make anyone feel that way i know they try to make others feel. fuck them for trying to belittle you. they dont know you. they dont know what you've done. where you're going or why thier words affected you in the opposite way for which they intended. i hope you never fix what you want to change about yourself. but only because i wish you would see what good things you do have and indulge them.
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is this to me?
cause yeah
fuck them :D
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FUCK YOU
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so i take it that you never saw him again?
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i hope youre okay.
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And how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace
Around the one that I call mine
Time that called for space
Unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case
And I don't need to look behind
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i love the way you look at me
i love the way you understand me
i love the way you make me feel
i love the way you can change my mood
I hate the way you can tell exactly whats on my mind
and i hate the way you cant just tell me you love me
i hate the way i cant write down what im feeling to you
but most of all i hate the way i long for one more kiss
:+:i shall post you some lyrics later... and tell you what they mean to me!!! :+:
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god.
youre so lucky to have someone
like that in your life.
make it last.
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honestly, i don't know how that shit didn't stop working years ago.
i wish i didn't have to care so much sometimes.
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