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I could wash away deserts with all the tears I've cried lately. The funny thing is I think it's ok to feel this way. Feeling out my place in the world, discovering all those repressed emotions that I had been suffocating with smoke and denial for so long. I just can't help but feel like I'm tainting the thing I love. Ruining it with my tears and ( Read more... )

Pre rush hour, post rain shower ( Read more... )

My fucking heart aches when I'm around him and I can't make the only words that really matter come out even though conversation comes naturally to us. I tell him my whole life, well almost, I keep my darkest secrets and my deepest feelings safe for now. I'm slowing pulling my veils off, one by one I let them fall at my bare feet but that last one ( Read more... )

Fucking hormones........fucking emotions.......fucking men ( Read more... )

Jesus! Look at this I have neglected my poor live journal for over a year! The last fucking place I can completely be myself after adding relatives and work friends and people I don't really like to all my other spaces. Back on track then ( Read more... )

My butt is numb from sitting on the floor. I'm so tired. Two more classes today. Around 7 more hours to spend in Anchorage. Thinking makes me sleepy. The roads are ice and snow covered. 45 min nap maybe. Afternoon spent with Cara. Homework to do maybe. Most likely not. History then Photography. Then Driving then sleeping. 42 min nap now.

I kinda hate that I have to go to school. I swear I could fake it and go pretty far. You're not supposed to want to do the lest amount possible but it's just so much easier to not take life seriously ( Read more... )

Haven't posted in literally forever. Wonder if anyone is still listening out there ( Read more... )

Please dissregaurd all livejournal entries made by me. I'm really thinking about deleting this thing and getting something in a paper version because I really have been using this as a journal and having a public journal where I let out all my feelsings doesn't exactly work for me. So. Again nothing said in here is relivent at all.